|Five of Wands, King of Swords, The Sun - Tarot of the Magical Forest|
I'm creating a lot of conflict for myself with my thoughts. The reason I'm feeling angry and bitter today, and unfortunately, I am, for no real reason, is because of the stories I'm telling myself, not because of what is actually true. I need to challenge those thoughts and be very intentional about telling myself the truth.
I'm taking the appearance of The Sun in this reading literally. It's been so dark and rainy, and that kind of weather really affects my mood, but today the sun was shining so I made a point of getting outside and spending some time in the bright light. It felt good! When this time of year rolls around I have a light box that I use in the morning because my sleep gets disrupted by the short, dark days. The light box helps. I also start taking vitamin D3. I've been telling myself for a couple of weeks that it's time to implement those Winter coping strategies. I FEEL THE NEED! I've procrastinated on doing it, though, and maybe The Sun is just a reminder that it's time.
"Whenever a negative thought concerning your personal power comes to mind, deliberately voice a positive one to cancel it out."