|Knave of Swords -|
Tarot of the Magical Forest
This knave is moving forward but still looks backward pensively. The sky around him is dark and foreboding. Maybe a storm is approaching.
I don't know how to tell my friends that I won't be showing up at our favorite gathering place anymore. I see some of them in other places. We get together at each others' houses for parties and stuff like that, but some of them I never see anywhere but there. I'm afraid I'll lose touch. I'm afraid my friends will try to talk me out of my decision, so I want to avoid the conversation completely, but if I'm being honest, I've been thinking I needed a break from spending time at this place for quite a while now, even before the shock of this past weekend. I've been going less and less frequently, unable to completely let go.
Yes, this card portrays my feelings perfectly, but I want to look a little deeper for advice. I'd say that it's telling me to do what I know I need to do even though I have reservations. I don't know what the road ahead looks like, but I need to just keep taking the next step.
I don't know what I'll tell my friends, but I know what I have to do.