Monday, June 16, 2014
Transformation? Dare I hope?
I got the Amethyst card today, and all I can say is, "Yes!" and, "Thank you!" It feels like truth. I got goosebumps when I read it.
I had an experience today with an angry person who is filled with bitterness. I had tried to reach out to him and offer support and found myself on the receiving end of his anger instead. Not too long ago I would have been deeply hurt and spent days wondering what I had done wrong and second guessing myself.
Today I spent a few minutes feeling hurt and angry, and then I felt sad for him and sent him love (quietly and without his knowledge. I'm not a glutton for punishment!) and then I removed him from my Facebook friends list and blocked him to protect myself from future negativity. This is HUGE growth for me, and evidence that something transformational is indeed at work in me.