Thursday, July 3, 2014

A Rut

Nine of Scrolls (Swords) - Chrysalis Tarot App

This is a good reading for me right now as I have found myself in a negative thinking rut.  After a couple of challenging months, experiencing the death of friends and loved ones and watching people I care about deal with major health issues, I've begun to live fearfully.  I find myself wondering when it will be my turn to experience a major health issue.  Every pain I feel in my body sends my mind swirling with thoughts of what if,...

Recently I've been thinking that I'd like to get back to the place I was before all of this started happening, back to where I was near the beginning of the year where I found a way to love myself and let myself be joyful.  I like the confirmation this card gives and the description that comes with it in the app that says, "The turmoil will dissipate as you assume greater responsibility for your own well being."  I've been working on that, and will look forward to feeling more peaceful soon.

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  1. Hi (((Siddaleah))) I hope this deck will give you some of the encouragement and the care you need so much right now. I know it is hard but all you can do is take it one step at the time and be kind to yourself when you're not progressing fast enough. I love the saying: "I will only go as fast as the slowest part of me feel safe to go"
    Big Hug

  2. Ah, that card is evocative in so many ways… Wishing you luck with proactively taking care of your own well-being! (((Hugs)))

  3. There isn't much joy in living with fear and worry. It is hard to find your Self again after these challenges. You've started the journey back and there is no doubt you will get there. Along the way allow yourself a few moments every day just to observe some joy. Smile. Those moments will grow. :))))

  4. I miss seeing you post! Hoping for an update soon. xoox

  5. I know that it has been a couple of months since you posted this, but i want to give you a cyber hug. I miss your posts. I send you positive vibes to help you remember your 'shine.' (((hugs)))) 'Even hundredfold grief is divisible by love.'

    1. Thank you, Bridgett. I didn't see this message until today, and it brought sweet tears to my eyes.

  6. Hey, Siddaleah!! I was away from my own blog nearly 8 months. Hope you come back. xx


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